Floral Notes and Bardo: The Creative Chronicles of a Shambhala Mountain Resident is a regular feature on the SMC blog in which a member of our staff/community shares his experience of existing as part of Shambhala Mountain Center.
I take refuge in the sangha, as support for traveling the path.
This morning I met with the Care Council, to open and share a deep, murky, entangled, situation that I am doing my best to navigate well.
It has to do with kin in dire straits.
We sat in a circle — I used to sit as a member of the Care Council and offer space and feedback to people who are in states of like I have been experiencing recently.
I opened up and spoke all about the situation, offering information and a bit of emotional tone. It was a vulnerable feeling, especially before we began. Sitting in the room waiting for the others to sit on their cushions. I was contemplating the teachings on emptiness, and considering how solid things can feel. But the solidity was only a flash, and dissolves into flavored space.
So, my drama arose gently for us all to see. And then, my friends offered feedback. They offered their perspective. Reported what they were seeing from their side of the circle. And it was so helpful.
I went in with a bowl of spaghetti, and came out with some olives in a row. Some understanding and some action items.
The main dharmic point seems to be exploring the distinction between compassion and idiot compassion. That has been the dharmic theme recently, but I hadn’t put words to it.
Fearless beyond idiot compassion.
That’s one of the eight slogans of the Dorje Kasung. Rusung Edwards offered it into the circle, and it reminded me of the dharma.
The Care Council assured me that they would be there to support me as I work through this. I know, and I appreciate it. We bowed, and Rachel said that the merit would be dedicated to helping myself and kin move swiftly through this challenging spot.
— January 30, 2015
Travis Newbill is a curious dude on the path of artistry, meditation, and social engagement who is very glad to be residing at Shambhala Mountain Center. His roles within the organization include Marketing Associate and Shambhala Guide — a preliminary teaching position. Follow Travis on twitter: @travisnewbill