Floral Notes and Bardo: The Creative Chronicles of a Shambhala Mountain Resident is a regular feature on the SMC blog in which a member of our staff/community shares his experience of existing as part of Shambhala Mountain Center.
Guitar music is floating out from the room across the hall. It enters through the vent in the bathroom, and also seeps through the door, and the wall.
I’ve been hanging out with the acoustic bass that Dorian gave me, and singing all over the place. My art is not quite a discipline these days, but it’s very much part of life. It’s a joy, and it’s very easy.
Joshua encouraged me to be a minstrel. He said if he ran this place he’d pay someone to just walk around all day and play music — maybe a clarinet or guitar.
I asked him about finding time for dharma study and music. He said: “Study, and then play what you studied.”
Funny… I’ve been doing that — taking a phrase from the text and then singing it all day. It’s been beautiful.
I wondered about “Travis” music — Will all of my music here be so… formally dharmic?
“The circumstances will determine what kind of music you make. Be amenable.
And, about the general frustration of not being able to find the time…
“You have two choices: you can either be befuddled, or you can change.”
The art is going to come out. If it is being suppressed, it will forcefully re-aggange the surroundings in order to make space for itself.
Funny… that’s been happening also. I recently, quite simply, decided that I’d extend my morning meditation session by 30 minutes, and also add an hour of art-making to my morning right afterwards. When I sat down and looked at the calendar, there’s no reason why I can’t do that and also get my work hours in.
And… be flexible. Some days, he said, the thing to do will be to just go deep into the music. Other days, maybe not.
I told him about my ongoing efforts to schedule out my whole life to ensure that everything I want to do happens.
“Schedule is good, and breaking the schedule is better,” he said with a huge grin.
— January 21, 2015
Travis Newbill is a curious dude on the path of artistry, meditation, and social engagement who is very glad to be residing at Shambhala Mountain Center. His roles within the organization include Marketing Associate and Shambhala Guide — a preliminary teaching position. Follow Travis on twitter: @travisnewbill